I'm still here. I'm still kicking. I'm getting up in the morning and doing what I need to do. I am practicing some mindfulness and being in this moment and getting better at it. I think about washing the dishes when I'm doing them, at least part of the time, think about the warm soapy water, instead of using that time to worry about everything under the sun, think about what's not going the way I want it to, etc., which is my norm. I try to go outside and sit for a moment, looking at the sky and the trees. I try and connect with people. I've been intentional in getting together with my friends, just going to Burger King to sit and talk and sip a soda, going out to lunch with a friend I've known from childhood, taking the initiative to set things up. Sometimes we just get so busy with our shows we watch, running our own households, working (or looking for work in my case) and forget to schedule time to have real fun with real people instead of watching it on TV or reading about it on social media. One of the things I like about the Big Bang Theory guys is that they schedule and plan to have fun together. I'm working on it.