Learning this many lessons in a week is difficult and I feel very vulnerable right now. I'm afraid I won't ever be able to stick to anything. I'm sure most readers are familiar with the voice of gloom and doom saying (in our heads) "You can't stick to anything!" "You always quit". You're a spoiled rotten baby who won't ever amount to anything!"
Step 1 of starting over, go to the library and get a book that is designed to help people find careers that fit. Step 2, make a to-do list and start doing it. Step 3, try and keep the sense of humor and the faith.